Having powers to create or destroy a universe, existing as multiple yous. . .it's beyond normal people's scope, you know? It sounds like a lot to deal with.
I mean--yes and no? I think it's moreso that we're so small that everything seems like a lot. Hell, I freak out when I get crumbs in my bed. There are way bigger problems in the world, too.
So to have that on top of whatever magical stuff you have to deal with. . .I don't think I could do it.
I think it's easier. When all you see are the big things, it's easy to focus. One large obstacle is easier than a thousand small ones, even if that one is made of smaller parts, it's still a clear role.
You should take more for one, but. . .[rubs at his head] I don't know. I understand having 'roles' here because we're doing a job. But I don't think there's any. Hm. True role? For anyone out in the world. But maybe it seems that way for you since you literally can see more than I can.
Hm. . .not really? It's not that I'm disappointed, just a bit tired. There's been a lot of emotional whiplash, and if I get another memory thinking that all my friends are dead only for them to be fine in the next, I might have a breakdown.
. . .saying it outloud, that sounds kind of trivial. I'm glad for it, honestly. Didn't expect to be a conartist, but this is what goes along with it.
I just thought I was a normal guy with a quiet, normal life. Or, that's what I wanted anyway. [leans back]
But anyone like that wouldn't be here. There'd be nothing for us to bargain our souls for. So that means I'm probably waiting to remember something I want--the same goes for you.
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Considering my other body is nine hundred miles long...? Yes, that would be a problem.
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Yeah, I thought Tea could get big, but this is a whole other level! I have no idea how you guys manage stuff like that, I can't even comprehend it.
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So to have that on top of whatever magical stuff you have to deal with. . .I don't think I could do it.
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bro u good]
I. . .guess, but is it really all that clear?
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How would I know? I hardly have any memories.
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So, yeah!
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Only you would think my life is worth bragging about.
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. . .saying it outloud, that sounds kind of trivial. I'm glad for it, honestly. Didn't expect to be a conartist, but this is what goes along with it.
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But anyone like that wouldn't be here. There'd be nothing for us to bargain our souls for. So that means I'm probably waiting to remember something I want--the same goes for you.
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...I can't really picture wanting anything that badly.
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[then a beat]
And can you think of anything you do want just a little? Even if it's not like, soul exchange worthy?
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